

The Gift of Family
This December has been difficult without Russ, as I anticipated it would be, but it has also been good. A lot has happened over these...


Grief Comes in Waves
Up to now, my blog has been about my own journey through grief and using my own words, but I found the following on another site and had...


I Try To Imagine
I wrote this poem for Russel. On 1 December 2015, I posted the following on Facebook : Two months today you left us for heaven, Russ. Not...


It Is What It Is ...
This is a favourite saying of mine, “it is what it is” and I use it often. When I found this quote on Facebook and the line continued...


Walking In My Shoes
I found this lovely picture on the very night that I was preparing this blog entry and it said what my words were trying to say. People...


Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Another great session with my grief counselor. Anneliese is amazing. She is able to shine a light at the end of my dark tunnel to show me...


One Month In Heaven
Today Russ, one month has passed since you went to heaven. It has been a difficult time, learning to accept that you are gone and how to...


Healing Path
This was my third visit with my Hospice Grief Counselor, Anneliese. What an amazing person. So gentle and loving, with such insight. She...


Green Card Goodbye
In January 2012, Russel finally received his USA Green Card, after a seven-year wait. He was so excited to be a legal permanent resident...


How To Say Goodbye
This day was chosen as the day to celebrate Russel’s life and his Jouney to Heaven. It had not been my choice to have a Memorial Service...